Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Are good men a myth?

In the past few days there has been sexual assault accusations popping up left, right, and center.

I support all of those brave women (and men) for coming forward and revealing some of their scariest memories.

But there are things making ME afraid...

Am I doing enough?

Am I a bad guy?

Is there anything I've done that could blackmail me?

Have I scarred women in my life?

Will I ever redeem myself if I have?

Is asking this confirming that I've done things?

All I have to conclude is that I'm not perfect. I've made mistakes. And I've done my absolute best to overcome those mistakes to be a better...

Man. Friend. Son. Brother. Person.

We live in a scary, scary world. With bad thoughts, temptations, and people.

As an ultimate actors dream, I wish to be heard and seen. But when I read news of the past ruining actors or actresses lives I can't but think I want nothing to do with being in the lime light.

Which is sad, isn't it?

Anyway, here I sit.

I am ashamed.

I am afraid.

I am sorry.

I am trying.

I am learning.

I am human.